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how is it, at least for me .. its so easy to interact in real life but much more difficult online???? really did expect it to be the other way around!!!

strange how the world plays tricks like that??



had a fantastic weekend,, home now ,, and in a bad mood.. made worse it seems by other ppls misery!!! their troubles compound my own., create bad feelings in me!! where there is no need to be any,,



so im questioning my time on vr!!! WTF,, ooo wonder if im at a turning point and can add some diagnosed and recognised condition to my profile LOL!!!! shakes head ,, well at least im smiling now !!



this is so a great way to find out about yourself.. like what you find out or not,, but with out the ability to visualize, feel, touch or interact in person,, you actually fine out more about the character inside,, because you have the time to think, well if your interested at least !!!!



i think im just soooo surprised at reactions im getting from ppl.. great, bad, flattering, upsetting.. every flipping emotion 'smiles' you know its pretty cool really,, just need to learn how to manage it !!!!



its probably just me being a twat!! as usual.. really could use a switch for that!! i expect everyone to be happy all the time!!! or i need to find out why not and try and fix it,, or at the very least offer my support,, but know it is sincere!

if there is an ulterior motive it is subconscious and not running the show, or even back stage,,